In flux

I don't know that I have felt like this ever in my life...or at least I didn't care enough to pay attention. It seems like I am on a ride and don't know where the twists, turns, and drops will be next. I just started working for Frazier and am settling into the responsibilities there. Weird to consider my career is starting...and wondering where it will lead me. I am also currently living in my in-laws basement. This has major pros and cons, but generally feels temporary. Temporary living is funny, all my routines are thrown off and I can't really set new ones until I get into a more permanent living situation...seriously wondering where that will be. We have looked at houses and have one we really like. I could potentially be getting into a home soon and that feels amazing (but intimidating since I don't want to make shitty decisions when the consequences are bigger!) I studying for the EPPP (big expensive test that I seriously do NOT want to take) and planing a class that I will teach in Dec/Jan...not enough time in the fricken day for this shiz. This post is probably sounding narcissistic and I'm sure no one cares about the ramblings in my head, but I think I might sometimes down the line. This is basically a public diary.

In other news, I am obsessed with Lana del Rey lately. Love her music!